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Friday, August 12, 2011 || Friday, August 12, 2011
think of something really hard you've had to go through in the past. well, you survived it. you're alive, aren't you? think about that the next time you're going through a really hard time. you'll pull through. you'll survive. you are strong. your skin may tear and your bones may break but your soul can never be irreversibly damaged.
WHAT.AM.I.DOING.HERE.
feel so screwed, it's prelims period. and yes, it's prelims period
NOW.
but miraculously, i am feeling extraordinary calm. this calmness soothe me to an extent that it leave me bewildered.
finally, i guessed i lost the urge to fight for what i want, i should say what others expect of me.
i guessed i am finally coming to terms to accepting that there are so much more to life than education.
maybe education is really important and i never doubt its importance, but it's not the route for me. i really tried to study and motivate myself but sometimes, some things are just beyond control.
but having come thus far, i will continue to push myself and give it my all and i will try not to worry about the results which i cannot control.
i just need some fighting spirit and motivation to last me through the end of A's, about 2 more months plus to go! (:
SR thanksgiving is just over and as usual, it had been awesumzz! :D
this is the only reason i am glad to be in SRJC, the reason why i am thankful for SRJC cause all events like this.
see teachers dancing to party rock anthem, shuffling all over and doing kpop dance had really been an eye opener.
suck it up to all other elitist JCs, let see your teachers shuffle!
S5 girls!
SHUYIN! (:
SAMANTHA! :D
BUFFET GANG! (:
HI IDIOT! XD
STOP EATING! love my hair here hehe
SWEEET GIRL! :D
QIAN WEI! (:
before thanksgiving concert, went for BUFFET at kiseki at heeren with buffet gang and peeps from S5.
finally there's like a class outing after being classmates for so many months! :)
had fun stufffing myself with food! worth the money! :)
and thanks meiqi, amanda and michelle for the flowers and weixuan for the balloon! :D
and NGJUNTAT for the rose too! <3
hehe love receiving small gifts like this, never failed to make me smile! :)
it's times like this i feel so loved by the people around me :D
2 more weeks to the end of prelims ):
i feel tired, drained out, like a zombie who keeps on moving with no destination in mind.
i just know i got to keep on going.
need to stop procrastinating! D:
ALL RIGHT, SRJCians ALL THE WAY! (:
i am drowning in you<3