*TAN YI RONG!
short.sweet.simple.
contented with little pleasures in life. my family matters the most to me!<3
loves him.loves kids. loves food. love green. often dreaming big. known to be riding an emotions roller coaster.
-That's me

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it's scary how fast time passed as you grow up.

and before i know it, it's friday today already.

one week into the new year, it's kinda scary how just one year down the road, i will have forgotten what happened today.

have been doing some random thinking these few days and i came across a question that keep me pondering.

to most of the people, they will have agree that people changes, but they never fail to see that they too judge each other based on their actions thus changing their perceptions as well.

over the years, i experienced too many changes.

people come and go, and they change into the person i never expected.

and i have long taken all these as part of a cycle of life, i never blame anyone or anything for the changes and perhaps hurt inflicted.

to some of the people, they themselves may not have been able to detect the changes in them as well.

and what right do i have to comment on the changes when i think that i myself have change in some ways as well?

for the better or for the worst, i don't know and i can't really be bothered as well.

i have wasted too much time figuring them out.

so what if one really changes, does it mean that they have to change themselves to fit other people?

that's so pointless, life isn't about changing yourself to fit others.

and people who cared and really mind will understand and accept you for who you really are :)

such a simple logic, yet i took so long to get it.

yes, i have lost some people along the way and indeed it hurts, esp some important friends.

but i have gain and learnt along the way as well, and i know if it's meant to be, it will be.

maybe some people just don't fit into your life.

but nevertheless, i am super thankful for the people that are in my life right now :D

i super heart them! :D

they never look into the schedule when i needed their company, even when i requested something so unreasonable at times :(

for the amount of times they were there for me, i lost count :)

i still remember how sis is always able to detect my change of tone in twitter and immediately dropping me a text to ask me what happened, i still remember how sis woke up at 6 plus on her school off day just to accompany me for my job when she could have sleep in as she was feeling unwell.

i remember how my mum always accompany me to search for the things i need and always thinking of me as well, i remember how we always think of each other, not leaving the other party out :) though things aren't really going well for her right now, i know my dearest mum can make it through! having absolute faith in her! :D

sometimes, i feel so ashamed of myself for not doing as much as compared to what they have done for me :(

but all in all, i really am super thankful for them :)

appreciating the little things :>

my silly boy, don't feel jealous okay, you are still irreplaceable <3

am kinda looking forward to catching up with them, we haven't had a proper outing since like we stepped down and it's january now?!?!

but sadly, not all can make it :(

looking through those photos just make me reminisce on those training days and the sweat and muscle aches and how we all walked through together.

these memories are so pricelss and i will never trade them for anything else in the world :)

i will never forget those intense moments during the competition, how we cheered each other on and how the coach and team members believe in each other :)

i am glad i was part of SRVB :D

time to train my stamina and of course, time to play some vball, will never let the skills i learnt go to waste.

feel that my post today is a rather heavy-hearted one :(

HAHAHA, perhaps is the stir of emotions cause currently listening to some sad songs :(

oh welll, plans for this weekend: meeting the boy tmrw, hehe, the 16th tmrw**<3 and shopping date with mum on sunday, had been so long since i went out with my mum, guilty :(

and it's around 2 more weeks to chinese new year!!!!!!!!!!!!

gawd, super fast, can't wait to wear new clothes, gamble and receive red packets :D