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Sunday, January 08, 2012 || Sunday, January 08, 2012

don't force anything to happen. let every piece fall into its place as it should, on its own. don't try rushing anything, because if it's meant to be, it will happen eventually. you might just end up ruining something by rushing it or trying to force it to happen. let things happen naturally and you'll notice how much more happier you will be when they happen unexpectedly.
life had been pretty relaxing so far i guessed.
waking up with nothing to worry about does feels pretty good.
the only thing to worry about is jobs and money, am still bloody jobless cause those resumes filled in and interviews i went to, none replied so far.
kinda pissed and frustrated, i am just looking for a part-time job, what's so hard about it?!!
i don't want be convinced into working full time ):
there are still so much stuff i want to do, but all these need money ):
i have yet to learn swimming and cyclinggggggg, stupid boy still owe me one swimming trip, and i want to learn some skills, pick up something new! ):
so much thing i want to try before i start entering those working life.
youth has its deadline too and i really want to have a memorable teenage life :)
@ timbre with my vball babes<3
amanda! :) know her for 3 years, sp sua! :D
vball girls unite :D
qianwei! :D
my familyz in vball! :D
all fine and demure ladies, looking good girls! :D
just a cup of old school and there was instant effect, my whole face turned hot and red :(
and the drink wasn't alcohol heavy also, urghs, need to learn how to start drinking like seriously.
huiting! :D
my most unique pose of all as quoted :D ROFL.
<3
kangting! :D
meet-up with my vball girls had been great.
i like how all of us can still talk and gossiped like old times, reminiscing those good old times.
ohhman, how much i missed those training times ):
it's great to see that everyone is still pretty much the same and we are still as tight as ever.
never regretted joining vball, it was one of my best part of my jc life, meeting this group of awesumz people<3
heart them all, catch up soon, chalet and sentosa trip as promised!^^
and my stamina is deproving like shitttt :(
went for a run with my sister yesterday and man, giddy spells after 4 rounds around the track, that's not even 2km!!!!!!!!
i used to run 13km in school, wtsss, determined to get my stamina back! :)
came across something on tumblr:
-don't tell me that inner beauty is more important than outer beauty, because in this society it isn't. no one gives you a chance to see if you're beautiful on the inside if you aren't on the outside.-
how absolutely true, when did society become so judgemental, even on looks.
but sadly, so many people around us are the culprits.
ask yourself, will you have give an "ugly" person a second glance if you are walking on the streets.
just what's the definition of ugly? i used to think of ugly as having a bad personality, no inner beauty wise.
but somehow, society changed my viewpoint, it teaches me that looks indeed can get you somewhere.
i especially hate it when guys criticize girls on their looks.
i mean come on, grow up guys, you have no right to comment on a girl's looks, and before judging, please take a look in the mirror.
i hate it when guys think that "ugly" girls can be put down, it's infuriating.
i truly think that every girls are pretty in their own ways and that the happiest girls are the prettiest girls! :>
so to all girls out there, stop comparing yourself with others and stop letting yourself be put down :)
believe in yourself and that self-confidence and a smile on your face can just make you look and feel good! :)
still trying to learn this too, i hate my low self-esteeem ):
going out for some shopping with mum later, love relaxing sundays like this :>
and going for another bloody interview as well tomorrow, please just give me a job ):
and hopefully will be able to meet that boy tmrw :>
enjoy your last day of this weekend and endure people, chinese new year break is coming! :>
you always make me smile, so effortlessly:)